It's my moms birthday today,
and she is at the hospital... :(
just had an operation...
this feels so bad,
she is trying to seem happy @ her so called birthday party,
it is so hard to do with all those stuff around her...
I felt so small and useless... :crying:
immitated as if I was happy just like everyone did..
I did not fit there, she did not either...
I hope none of you experience such a thing...
been there, done that...
it hurts so bad...
sorry for this bad mood... but thats life...
I we better get high...
:weed: :stereo: :weed: